Thursday, January 9, 2014

A Honest Poem. From Me: For You:

I come from a cookie cutter family. Where mom works too late, my brothers don't use their table manners, and somewhere in the mix there are even some daddy issues... I don't have a sister so I guess that's were I fit in... 

I can't sing and I never learned how to play the piano. I heard the Killers for the first time in 4th grade and they are still my favorite band.

I look in the mirror a lot. 11% of the time its because I think I have something in teeth. 89% of the time its because I am searching for the beauty in my reflection the everyone else seems to see but me. And I've forgotten what it was like to never wear make-up...

I have never been in love but, I am crazy for the boy with the crooked smile that dances to his own beat. 

I go to church every Sunday and hear the same holy words that I've heard for 17 years of my life. And every Sunday, those words pierce my fickle heart. But, I haven't read my scriptures in awhile. I figure its because I have a to do list a 100 miles long and never trying, usually come before doing anything ambitious.

I have pockets full of secrets and I am neck deep with regrets.

My bones are shaking and I have butterflies in my stomach. That's how I know that all of this is real.

There's not much left to say but, here I am. Take me if you can.

-Darla Roe

2 comments:

  1. the part about sundays. because yes this is my life. and i love this a lot.

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  2. Girl. Please. I adore you. This broke my heart. And struck chords of course. And, you are. So beautiful. And your mind is beautiful and your heart is beautiful and your outside is beautiful and it's hard to have the whole combination. You have it.

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